It's all bad..

I don't know what's going on anymore...

The bags are packed, and many memories with them.

I don't know what happened here....Another 3 months have gone by, and I'm not sure what it was all about...

Just living I guess...

Surviving, at times..

What am I doing? ..
I feel as though I've been completely swallowed up by this question... What am I doing?

Have I walked outside of His ever present grace? Have I stopped eating that bread of life or drinking from that well of living water?

I don't know..

我和小叶分手了。。

我没有准备好。。

We'll see what happens...

He is faithful as promised, I know...

It's just that sometimes things can be confusing...

and maybe so because my life really isn't submitted to Him...

...

"For the love of C controls us, because we have concluded this: that one has died for all, therefore all have died; and he died for all, that those who live might no longer live for themselves but for him who for their sake died and was raised."


"When my soul was embittered, when I was pricked in heart, I was brutish and ignorant; I was like a beast toward you. Nevertheless, I am continually with you; you hold my right hand. You guide me with your counsel, and afterward you will receive me to glory. Whom have I in heaven but you? And there is nothing on earth that I desire besides you. My flesh and my heart may fail, but G is the strength of my heart and my portion forever. For behold, those who are far from you shall perish; you put an end to everyone who is unfaithful to you. But for me it is good to be near G; I have made the L G my refuge, that I may tell of all your works"